Ok, so really…. Had no clue it was ever going to be as hard as it was. I still can’t talk about it. I’ve seen other adoptive parents say goodbye. I’ve read their thoughts after the fact. I really had no idea.
I got home safe today and enjoyed the evening with my family. I’m so tired… emotionally and physically…… maybe soon I’ll be able to talk about the ugh factor that has hold of my heart…. or maybe not.
No one ever said this journey was going to be easy. It’s such a hard road to walk. But once again I will say and say it till Frankie makes his way to our family here….. It’s ALL worth it. The Hope we Have will remain, the Faith we Have will keep us moving, and the Love we Have and Feel for Frankie our son will continue to grow even as we are apart.
Thanks for all of you who prayed for me while I was in Haiti and followed my journey there. It really was a trip I will never forget.