Saying Goodbye…
Ok, so really…. Had no clue it was ever going to be as hard as it was. I still can’t talk about it. I’ve seen other adoptive parents say goodbye. I’ve read their thoughts after the fact. I really had no idea.
I got home safe today and enjoyed the evening with my family. I’m so tired… emotionally and physically…… maybe soon I’ll be able to talk about the ugh factor that has hold of my heart…. or maybe not.
No one ever said this journey was going to be easy. It’s such a hard road to walk. But once again I will say and say it till Frankie makes his way to our family here….. It’s ALL worth it. The Hope we Have will remain, the Faith we Have will keep us moving, and the Love we Have and Feel for Frankie our son will continue to grow even as we are apart.
Thanks for all of you who prayed for me while I was in Haiti and followed my journey there. It really was a trip I will never forget.
I’ve really enjoyed you sharing this with us!! I love the pictures and I know you love having them!
I love you!!!! Call me when you are ready to talk because I want to know everything your heart is feeling.
Love your sister,
Christie
Leaving is SO hard. There are no words to describe it.