Simplicity – So that is my word for this new year and yet why is it that everything right now seems to extremely complicated and not simple?  From family to friendships to time management to work to our adoption process.  It seems that I have picked a word that is in utter contrast to my current frame of existence.  Even after a quiet evening of just pondering many things… still so many things in my life remain so internally complicated.  And the mind games begin to run.  Do the words I say reflect my heart?  Do people really understand or get me?  Are the things that are of utmost importance to me getting my much needed and deserved time and energy? Do I really have the will power to follow through on the things I intend to follow through on?  And the questions go on and on and on.

Simplicity.  I really really really really desire the seed of you in my life.  I think it’s going to be a very complicated process into finding you.

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